Okay, what the fuck is going on?
Poe and Screwtape got back the other day. Again, I've got no details for you other than the fact that they're back.
Poe's been fairly quiet, as usual. I decided I'd go and talk to her just a few minutes ago. We hadn't really spoken more than a few sentences to each other for over a week, and I figured I'd at least chat with her about how exactly the assignment went (since, you know, I'm privy to information that none of the rest of you are). Went to her room to say hi.
Why didn't I knock why the FUCK didn't I knock?
So I, wonderful person I am, stupidly didn't notice that maybe her door was closed for a reason, and that maybe next time I should knock before walking in on my roommate, because maybe htere's a chance that she's changing.
I should have looked away immediately. I know I should have. I shouldn't have been fucking staring at her half-undressed looking at the skin beneath those dresses she wears that's never otherwise exposed. But I couldn't help myself because
I really don't know which was worse: the embarrassment of walking in on her like that, or
Why the fuck was her body covered in bruises?
Seriously, why the hell didn't she mention that before? I mean...what the fuck is going on? I...she had a bit of a black eye for a bit a while earlier, but she waved it off and said that someone had accidentally opened a door she was standing near and
Oh my god I cannot believe I actually fucking bought that. I am SUCH a dumbass.
I'm...I don't know what to do here. I just...I need to actually go ask her about this now. Because when I walked in on her, we just sort of stood there frozen for a while before I bolted and
motherfucker. motherfuckign fuck
oh gd my hands are shaking.
Why did she not mention this to me before?
I am such a fucking dumbass.